Love Song for Everyone

--if you are in need of a love song, I recommend this one. :)


Your Guardian Angel
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


When I see your smile, tears run down my face
I can't replace and now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold, and breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

'Cause you're my, you're my, my true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay (yeah, ooh)
Stay (ooh)

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray




May those who love you shine like the rising sun at its brightest. Judges 5.31

My Chocnut

I just have to agree with Ate Dana that it is now the "Sabawan Month of September." True, I feel sabaw-ish. It's hell week (at least for me, huhu) but I'm not doing anything about it. I'm not even studying anymore. Hell week means stress and sleepless nights, right? But hello! I always get 12 hours of sleep and all I did the night before was to stare at the computer. OH NO! This is so wrong, I know.

Huhu, I need a motivation. To study. Seriously. Lord, please help me.

I think it's because I don't see people around me worrying or panicking anymore. Unlike before, everyone was my karamay.

Even I don’t like having eye bags and the feeling of puyat, at least, I have those people with me. And it’s enough for me to smile and say, "Hey! Everything’s okay," and those eye bags won’t matter anymore.

Awww.




Haha. Anyway. Come on. Life isn't just about acads, right? :P

So let's say I’m having problems right now. Alone. I'm dying from requirements, exams, projects, reports and all that (Haha. Ang kulit. Acads pa rin ang example) and how I wish they would disappear in a click. Haha. As if I’m not used to it. That doesn’t happen, of course.

The point is, when I get to these situations (again), I'll think of the things that keep me going a.k.a. my chocnut (yfc lingo :P) - my family and friends, and the fact that life is so wonderful, it would be so very very bad if I miss it.

PS. 10 mins before I was making this entry, I was sleeping over our keyboard.. dreaming of yummy chocnuts! and then, as I woke up, I said, "Hi Ed! What time is it?" And Ed said, "why it's 30 mins past 11" and I said, "Oh no! Better finish this blog entry quick!"

And so here ends my blog entry! Goodnight Everyone! :)

Buti na lang

..I made the right choice!

Pumunta akong YFC Freshie Household. Grabe. I miss YFC! :)

It has been decades since my last household visit. Two months ago yata ako naging UP YFC. And I'm so happy!

Truly, haggard na ako from the gazillion exams I had lately but still, fresh pa rin! Sabi nga ni Kuya, it's more than Head&Shoulders to feel fresh. It's God.

And I always love the feeling to be in YFC, because I feel at home. I can relax and forget all my worries and stress and all that. I get to laugh at the corniest jokes. I get to know more people, and people that I have actually met before. And the best part is, I get to talk and share.

We talked about making choices-slash-decisions :P And SOBRA. It felt good listening and talking to one another. It sounds not that exciting for you maybe. Or ang labo ko pa. I don't care. At least, God knows exactly what I felt during those times. Haha. I just can't get the right term for that feeling. Sorry. Ask God na lang :P

Why I love sharing is that I get to learn a lot from everybody else.
I'll share them next time. Promise :) andami kasi eh, and for some reason, ang limited ng vocabulary ko tonight. Haha. Weird. Ito muna for the mean time :P

Everyday, we make decisions, no matter how small. But no matter how small our decisions are, as long as we know God wants those for us, they always make a BIG difference.

-one of my realizations from the sharing session :)

I JUST FEEL MORE BLESSED THAN EVER :) Buti na lang talaga, pinapunta Niyo ako sa YFC. Thank you, Lord! :)

One Weird Kiddo

I have been listening to the radio a lot lately and one time, when I was studying for my Math midterm exam in the middle of the night, a caller requested for a song.

So the radio DJ greeted the caller, "Hello there! What's your name?"
And the caller replied, "Timothy."

At that moment, I was shocked because the caller sounded like a girl to me.

DJ: Hello Timothy! How old are you?
Timothy: Ten.

And at that moment, I was like, "Aaaah. That's why he sounds like a girl. But it's almost 12, and this kid is still awake!?"

Apparently, the DJ was wondering as well, and he asked this kid, "Isn't it past your bedtime? Or you don't have a bedtime?"
Timothy: Uh, no.
DJ: Okay. Are you done with your homeworks?
Timothy: Yes.
DJ: Okay. So what can I do for you, Timothy?
Timothy: Uh, can I request for a song? When will I see your face again by Jamie Scott and The Town.


Well, I'm not familiar with the song. But still, I'm quite sure it's not a kiddie song, or at least a song ten-year-old kiddos wanted to listen to. In the middle of the night. Well, it's just so weird, that's it.

Or maybe the kid's just inlove. :P

Anyway, here's the song:

When Will I See Your Face Again
Jamie Scott & The Town

Here I am, everyday,
Since you said, you'd come again,
But it's not fair, coz you're not here,
I wait in vain, but nothing has changed,

I'm a flower, soaking in the rain,
If i could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name,

So when will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you...will I see your face again

Little thing, like the rain coming,
She looked at me a certain kind of way,
Tell me girl, where are you now,
Coz I don't know how much longer I can wait,

I'm a dreamer, waiting for the sun,
When you're coming in, i know my life's begun,
Tell me girl..

You know that all my life I’ve been awaiting,
Waiting for some, someone like you to love me,
You can't come by like an angel, into my life,
And then fly away, fly away,

Oh honey, coz I, uh baby, ba ba doo yeah, oh oh,
Sing, I’ve only seen you, oh, I said, uh huh, I said I said, yeah (woo)


When will I see your face again (I wanna see you once in my life),
When will you touch my life again, (wanna see you twice in my life),
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you, will I see your face again,

I said, see bap pa da doo ba ba (oh),
Bap ba doo yeah, that's what we do yeah (oh),
When will iii see your face again my friend,
Oh yeah, i think you gotta let me know yeah,
Oh yeah...

See? Would ten-year-old kids want this kind of song? Haha!

I can't believe

...that I already dropped my Badminton class today. Why? Too bad, I ended up with Prof. Caces. And if you know her, you’ll understand why. If she’s your teacher in Badminton, I guess you’ll do the same (unless you’re super pro and satisfied with a tres!)

Dropping is such a suicidal thing to do. It’s more stressful than having my clearance signed by everyone. Thinking of it nearly made me mad. These past days, I can’t sleep and eat well and I started talking to myself: “Will I drop? Or not? If I will drop, blahblahblah, but if I won’t, blahblahblah.”

Eventually, I recovered from that stage and accepted the fact (just today) that I HAVE TO DROP. So I said if I can’t accomplish my dropping slip before 5pm, because of lack of time, and I can’t find my adviser and dean and this and that, that means dropping isn’t for me. I don’t trust toss coins!

But I was able to find my adviser and dean and pay the fee, which took me an hour in the PNB Building (Grabe! UP is such a University of Pila!). Thank God, Celine and I were able to go to OUR before 5pm and dropping is a success! :)

So there. Please tell me I made the right choice.